wadeva
Thursday, August 18, 2005
with ♥ 5:29 PM
sighx. life's realli unfair smtimes. life sux. fate juz hafta interfer. Sometimes...i realli wish tt i could choose who i wanna love, rather than e big hairy perverted hand of fate pointing its finger in a different and stupid direction, rippin my world apart. i guess..i juz made a total mess of my own miserable life. sigh. i guess, im truly le crap. haish... aniwae..life's still liddat. @ e bottom of e pit. total blackness. once in a while, a glimmer of light shine thru. and nette. reenx. deb. lii. bling. charlie. ah zhong. horny. momo. bao. cheryl. tts u guys...thx 4 cheerin mi up all e time wen im down.. smiles..whether intentionally or juz laughin e whole dae [bao, cheryl, deb. our cleaner, zoo keeper/elephant cleaner, and wahaha millionares/singer wannabe mi n bao. ^^. and bao standin by e "motion" wild wild wet..mi n deb by e "motion" escape theme park and cheryl..ZOO. laughs... and cheryl and mi's "she me?!!" here n tere..hee] tts wen i realli 4get all e sadness and laugh my heart out...smiles.. thankie guys..=). okie. hmmm. wat else? tests...aiyah. din do well so ask no more. shhh. PIANO EXAM!! its coming!! *sniffles* sad cant go e cheer thing. cheer ur harts out, 2 endeavour!! well. *cross fingers* hope piano exam can try @ least get a distinction...note e finger crossin and e word HOPE. smiles. den...i got over e derrick thingy le. nt excited le. juz ANNOYED. ppl saw him and ask 4 phone number he GAVE lorx. tootzie mi. nv ask. sighx. hope junyang get in. e gals...i wan both get in lehx. sighx. oh well. i realli cant be arsed smtimes. sighx. hmmm. tts abt it ba. nth much le. same old life, wit a broken hart. and im dyin 2 watch "charlie n e chocolate factory"... dunno tml got go watch anot lehx. sighx. oh well. bought alot of clothes. sho happi. smiles. and CIP/NYAA e hrs...i got 26 hrs le frm outside volunteer work. haish. i still do till so jia lat. no nid 2 do le lorx. oh well. SWENSENS!!! hee. sho in love wit ice-cream. my dream of slimmin 2 42kg gone. fly away. haha...food more important. hee. okie. tts abt it. n i finally understand...no matter wat i do, life will throw watever shit it wan to my freakin way n tere is nth i can do abt it..fantastique, oui? hee. im sho in love wit french. =). vive la french.. smiles. anyway. tts it le. i shall end here. sighx. ``[a gr8 love ish wen u shed tears and still care 4 him... ish wen he ignores u n u still long 4 him.. ish wen he decides 2 love another and yet...u smile and sae..im happi 4 yew...]/=jinghui= [broken..]
